dangers of being a sub

all hate is is really disappointment in the moment.

the discovery that you loved someone who was a hypocrite leads to something more closely associated with self-hate than other-hate.

this is a vicious cycle.

but i know it will most likely end up being like how I view my abusive ex-fiance. anger, followed by hate, followed by sadness, followed by apathy, followed by humor. the humor pokes its head out every now and again, only to be dominated by the current (or next) emotion.

BUZZ: there is a danger to being a sub/bottom. you tend to attract people who really enjoy belittling other people.

the fuck is wrong with me? my antennae used to be so better at picking shit like that up.